Month: June 2014

November 29th 2013,

Yesterday evening, exhausted by the taekwondo I came back home at 11:25 pm. I had planned to see again 6ft (I don’t care if the girl is taller than me and she can wear heels all the same if she likes it I don’t give a fuck, I am not insecure and I have no useless ego) at 11:30 pm then the timing was bad and I still was eating when she arrived. Well, we went in my bedroom, I put a College Rules on the computer and she lit candles. While she scratched matches, she bent necessarily, so I positioned behind her in doggystyle position and I put my hand into her string to caress her a little. It turned her on a little, then she got on the knees and started sucking me. Nice! But it is not everything!

11:50 pm, my phone rang. It was the girl of the bodypainting. It is true that I had also invited her. Well it was cool, I told to 6ft to undress in underwear and to look at the movie while I picked up GBP (she did obey, compliance test validated). The naughty girl arrived, I told her to put herself express in underclothes too and both girls got acquainted by kissing each other directly while I touched them both. Then, they hurled themselves at me, still dressed, to suck me together it was awesome. A beautiful way of getting acquainted ! Seriously, I did not know any more which mouth was to whom. Afterward, we made a lot of oral actually. I remember having licked GBP and caressed 6ft with my right hand while she fully caressed and kissed each other. I also have the image to see GBP licking 6ft and making her enjoy or watching us fucking. In brief, they each came twice, me only once actually but after the sport and everything I had difficulty in being hard again and I was in shortage of stock of condoms. Well, the atmosphere was good, they complimented and encouraged, I even had to face a feminine solidarity exaggerated at certain moments.

At about 4 am in the morning we all settled together under the duvet, 6ft to my left, GBP in my right-hand side, naked. That it is the fulfillment of the PUA, I think.

Well, now educational moment. For the sex with several girls, always asking to the girls that we fuck if they have already made with another girl or if they would like to try. When we find two willing, it is like a puzzle, we look if they can fit together by sending innocently to both parts photos of the other one and by asking if they like what they see. Then, we ask them to attend at home or frankly or under the excuse “to drink wine just the three of us”. Me, I don’t like the discussion in these moments but that’s just my opinion.

Well, it was the threesome by Cyprineman. Next step, I guess it is the foursome.

Otherwise, this afternoon, I saw Virginie : She had her first facial (clumsiness) and now I have to go to buy condoms in case that swings again soon in my apartment! For the anecdote, 6ft registered me under the name of “Fabrice Stinson” on her mobile. I found that not bad!

The threesome with two girls who have this energy gives me inexplicable sensations onto the long term. I recommend you to try, it is inconceivable. Like if the sexual energies, instead of adding up, multiplied between them and gave us so much energy during several days. I wonder if a foursome is similar, and if we can have these sensations with whoever or if are needed quality partners. Time will tell ?

Challenge accepted ! May the God of the Game be with you !

This Field Report was written by The Girl of the Body Painting. She wrote it for her, spontaneously, then sent him to me because she found that a feminine vision of the pickup was missing on my blog.

November 27th 2013,

What a team, written by the girl of the body painting.

The cold begins to reach the South. The desire to leave to the sun is stronger every day. Fortunately there is an other sources of heat…

With Fabrice, it is my fourth date. A day shot which is finally transformed into a regular plan with whom I share a certain complicity. Needs to say the truth, he is my double this guy, his pragmatic, determined, solitary side, and his tendency for the sex with more than two people.

First date : Body painting.

The feeling was here, the sexual tension was for its height, and the meeting was more than original. Within 20 minutes we were naked, his dick towards the sky, and I painted the outline of his muscles.

Second date : Merco.

I kidnapped him at his parent’s to take him in a more or less quiet place in the forest. I sucked him, he licked me, then he took me on the back seat, to finish me on the hood.

Second date : Merco (long version).

One of my lovers is a writer, a specialist in trying to pick up and seduction. The rare times when we saw each other things were clear as can be: we saw each other to make love. Only one detail : we always opted for original ideas. The first time we made a session of body painting. Then the second time we made an escapade in my merco.

This last escapade was very exciting. We stopped near a road which we considered deserted. It was in the hill. We began to caress against the car, then I started sucking him. But there were a lot of cars which passed so he wanted that we move a little farther in the hill.

So we left farther under trees so I finish sucking him. Given the fucking supports which I had (prickly bushes and sticks) it was rather intense ! I was breathless after.

We took advantage of this small break time to discuss a project which we wanted to set up: go night-clubbing to find pleasant volunteers to make a foursome. Then suddenly he took the initiative to lick me. We settled down behind the merco and he licked me with his famous magic tongue. Yes, I admit it, this guy is the king of the cunnilingus, he was one of the rare to make me come this way. But this time I stopped him before coming, I really wanted that he penetrates into me. I asked him to take me on all fours, after I have jumped on him. Regrettably the position was not optimal to move in all directions. I proposed him all the same that we go out of the car so that he takes me against the hood, what he did. It was much better ! Standing love is top all the same…

In brief, he made me come, and to show him my gratitude I suggested finishing him in the mouth. After what I made him come for the 2nd time. I was rather proud, of him and of me, to see that he was capable of coming a 2nd time, it is rare for a guy.

Then after we tickled and kissed. Strange, once finishes he was stone, sat in the back, he marked a break time and told me something like « I like you, you know ». I did not expect it, but at the same time that looked kind and sincere, so I was uncomfortable, I gave a kind punch in his shoulder and told him « me too, I like you ». But I was a little confused, my clumsiness won.

Later I drove him back, we spoke about books in the car and about our project. He wanted to lend me books, nice. I dropped him, he spoke to me about a party where was invited (on Thursday) while telling me « I dunno if you could like it… », so I said no to him but go there and have fun, we shall see each other later, then he proposed me that we see each other on Saturday. « A Saturday? Wow do you know what that means according to my book? » I quickly explained him that if a boy suggested you seeing him on Saturday it was that the relation past of a notch above, he was ready to make a commitment in the relation, etc. Well, I teased him. Then the telephone rang I answered, it was Bastien my ex-roommate, I was late in a meeting, during this time my lover left informally. After my call I honked him …I didn’t know what else to do, I didn’t even know any more if we had really said goodbye to each other.

Third date : Foursome first try.

Me, Fabrice, Padawan and his ex tried to warm at the Chassdo. Me and Fabrice we tried with great difficulty to corrupt our guests. Total failure. Foursome canceled, end of the evening around a tea. However to comfort each other Fabrice and I ended the night in oral sex. He is really endowed for the cunnilingus… We sleep in affectionate mode, so cute.

Fourth date : Foursome second try.

It is one of the coldest nights in Aix. I arrive to Fabrice, he has a surprise for me. He takes off my coat, takes me in his room and kisses me against the wall. Padawan is lengthened on the bed. He turns me on at full speed. I have the impression that it is Christmas. Two sexy men for me. The complicity we share makes this moment very intense. Big giggle, good sexual tension. They stop right in the middle. I offend them friendly, then we finish the night at the IPM. We danced together (three) in a not very conventional way I have to admit it… Sandwiched between both guys I swayed hips until they have the beginning of a hard cock.

During this time everybody looked at us. In their look we could feel a mixture of jealousy and surprise : “How these guys managed to warm her like that?”, “How this girl seduced those guys ?”. We were proud!

Concerning our objective: the only girl ready for a foursome was a just fuckable, very aggressive half-blood. Her friends made me understand that she was too young. Indeed, I was able to confirm that by myself, I didn’t want her. Then has a blonde there who seemed to be really tempted by us, especially when I told her that Fabrice was the king of the cunnilingus. Very attractive the blonde, in addition she found me very cute, that excited me. Regrettably miss had a serious relationship that she tried to keep as it stands. So we went to another club, no result. We went back home. Fabrice put his pajamas and we respected our pact: nothing sexual if we do not come back with 4 people. Well ok…

The following morning, seeing Fabrice’s hard-on I was not able to refrain from jumping above him. But all the same, after 2 minutes, I stopped and asked him if I had to continue or stop. He had the choice. He asked me to go on, which made him as responsible as me. Toc !

Fourth date : Foursome second try. (Long version)

Concerning my 4th meeting I want to develop more the description of the night.

The whole on an air of “What is Love” parodied by Jym Carrey. Yeah I know that imposes a certain atmosphere…

In brief, I arrive in front of Fabrice’s door. I call him. He does not answer. It is cold. He should rather answer. He answers. I bring in. I forget to take the elevator. Serious mistake: he lives in the last floor. The building contains at least 6 floors. Let’s go.

I arrive above, a little breathless but nothing more. Fabrice has a smile which stuffs him half of the face, he tells me that Padawan did not arrive yet. In the most absolute naivety I trust him.

He removes delicately my jacket and tells me that there is a surprise which waits for me. Great I adore the surprises ! Especially when they are for me! He brings me in his room, I perceive Padawan lengthened. I hardly have time to articulate a “But heu…”that he sticks me to the wall, kisses me and brings me to see Padawan. I kiss Padawan for the first time and I say “good evening”, all the same, the rules of politeness. Padawan laugh a little bit uncomfortable but not so much. I sit down on Padawan and kiss Fabrice. “You do not want anymore that we go out hunting ?…” No answer. It is the first time which I had to juggle between two men. It was exciting, I did not know any more where was my mind. Quickly Fabrice took me in hand from behind he began to lift my dress while I try to remove Padawan’s belt who had decided not to be passive. Then Fabrice began to slide the hand under my tights then under my string and arrived until my sex. I struggled because I wanted to be able to make so much on one of them. But they had decided to warm me. He prevented me from taking their pants off, that drove me crazy. So I tried to catch Fabrice’s testicles through his pants. That allowed me to get clear of him and after I tried to get clear of Padawan’s pants. During this time Fabrice blocked me again. I had no more hand to defend. He fingered me friendly while Padawan laughed.

The malignant, he had really decided to drive me crazy. Fabrice took off my dress and proudly showed my ‘attractive’ breasts to Padawan. Then I managed to deliver one of my hands to catch again Fabrice’s testicles. Then I got up and moved to Fabrice with a languishing step and a voice of young girl “please Fabrice, let me remove your pants” while approaching his ear. I saw on him a small smile which made me feel that I was not far from kinking him. He asked Padawan help just when he would have been able to defend himself alone. Padawan embraced me and pulled me towards him. I fell lengthened on him “but hum I want my phallus!! ” I told them that. And at the moment : big laugh, we roared. Needs to say I say some awesome lines sometimes, I even come to surprise myself.

Then Fabrice lengthened on me. “Go at least one on two”. Big giggle again. The laughter was my only weapon for embarrassing them. Sandwiched between both, I started to go nuts. It was so exciting to feel my body imprisoned between theirs. And there Fabrice got up “Let’s go she is horny enough we can go !”. And they left the room… “What ?? Dirty bastards’ band!!”. That irritated me…I was very close to (pretend to) go back home. But quickly I realized that their game had turned me like crazy. Really I had a very good moment and it is a very nice present they gave me, although it was a little bit short for my taste.

After that we were connected by a certain complicity. Each of us had awakened in us a sexual tension… especially me, in fact. We were just in time to go warming a whole club just the three of us.

Confident, we went to the IPM. We deposited our stuff in the changing room. Seen the cold I had a lot of clothes “that’s it” asked me the guy. “Yes… More it would be indicent”. After what I had one spanking, then two. Normal, I was accompanied by two men. I took the initiative, discovered the club and hoped to be noticed. I feel I am not in sync with the others. I am one of the most classy and the hottest girls, that promises ! Then I joined my two men to the bar. “Do you know where is the photographer?”. “We don’t need to wait to drink before starting”. “Then what do you feel… about having two men for you?” Then it is there that I realized how lucky I was. I began dancing against Fabrice, then with Padawan. I liked seeing Fabrice watching me dancing. He didn’t look jealous, just happy for me, happy to see me so naughty. It was classy the look he gave me.

Then the photographer arrived and brandished his enormous camera (OK I make it “too much” there). “For one kiss you win one drink”. I looked at Fabrice, then at Padawan, then at Fabrice. I have again looked at Fabrice, got closer, after what we kissed each other in a sexual way, the tongue prominently. Once finished, I kissed very languishingly Padawan. “Heu it’s OK the photo is taken…” “Hun ? Ho yeah ..” The photographer waited that we finish to give us the ticket for free cocktails… Fabrice was laughing out loud. We had reached the level of indecency he hoped I guess. And yet it was just the beginning.

Having drunk and having been noticed at the bar, we went on the dance floor. They invited me naturally to dance between them two. I kissed Fabrice, then Padawan. Sandwiched between their bodies, I waddled on the rhythm of the music by trying that they follow me. “Haha, the face of the other people !!!” Fabrice was in seventh heaven, like a kid! He admired with pleasure the effect which we made on them. Especially that it was a little early for this kind of skid.

“I’m still not hard, make me hard !” asked me Fabrice. After what, I swayed hips in a provocating way and without self-restrain, but fuck, really none. While catching the hands of Padawan I made him dance and caress me, I pulled Fabrice towards me and kissed him. Hair completely in mess that reminded me the state in which I am when I stop sucking a guy. I gave myself completely. Little by little I began to see them rising in temperature, it was warm, very warm! I had even thought feeling Padawan hardening. Well, later, he told me that no. OK, so much for me, that was probably his mobile. On the other hand Fabrice reported me later that he began slowly to harden (all the same!). Then I left and made a sign that I was too hot. Especially that to showing was not enough it was necessary to go into hunting mode.

My two men went in front of the bar while I approached almost all of the girls who passed. At the moment Fabrice had a fucking good smell “Stop the blond one !”. I did so. “Hello, me and my two friends we look for a girl to make a foursome, would it tempt you ?” the whole said with the biggest innocence. Most of the girls laughed and told me “I have a boyyyfriend, sooooorry”. But there this blonde was conscious of the luck she could have. In her eyes I saw sparks. “What do you think about my boys ?”. “I admit they are nice, well I like one more than the other one…” Because it seemed to me that she had a preference for Padawan I drew her attention on Fabrice: “the other one I was already able to test him and I can tell you that he is king of the cunnilingus, a very good lover !”. And there, magic, her eyes woke up “Ok. If you tell me that he is good it is enough for me, on the other hand…pfff I have a serious relationship at the moment and I try as possible that it works”. And there, that reminded me myself who beat me against my devils when I am in couple. “I understand very well, it’s a pity…”. “Mhm in addition I find you very cute, really…I would have liked it…”. I did not expect it but she so much insisted on that that I said to myself that she had to really think it. It is rare, a girl who really compliments another girl. It’s a pity, I liked this girl. I have let her go by hoping to meet her again and to ask her again later in the evening. I was persuaded that I could kink her.

Then a little later I had got a brunette who looked at us with envy. I went towards her with my sexy-boys behind. “Hello, me and my friends we like you, would you like to make a foursome with us tonight ?”. The miss hesitated, asked me several questions and finally refused. And a little later it was her friend who was interested. The girl was a young half-blood, a little bit fat and aggressive. She approached Fabrice.”Well she is OK for this evening, on the other hand we have another 45 minutes, if we can find better that would not be bad…” “OK well continue to speak with her to maintain her in the warmth, during this time me and Padawan we are going to try to pick up on the dance floor.” Padawan followed me with obedience. We skipped into the crowd and went at the bottom. There were some groups of girls who hid. I put myself on the stage and moved closer to a girl dressed in leopard by believing naively that a girl in leopard would be open for this kind of plan. “I have a boyfriend”…well, and your boyfriend does he know that you go out in a club during the week dressed in leopard ? Seriously… Anyway she was ugly, yes she too…fuck there was all the same an awesome quota of ugly people there this evening.

Finally we had to envisage the small half-blood a little bit fat. But her friends pissed us off, they did not want to authorize her to leave with us…”heu how old are you ?” “23…” “ok…”. In brief I tried to convince the sexy-boys who frankly were not tempted by this fat girl. Having vaguely convinced the collaborators, I then had to convince the friends of the girl. They began to speak Arabic. Then the big girl got excited “no but I do what I want!!”, what urged me to ask her : “Ok in this case if you do what you want why do you need their authorization ? It is not your parents if I understood well ! ». Then she had a crisis of nerve … Finally she took my number and mimed me that she would call me later.” And you don’t mind to take her number in front of us?” asked me their buddies. “Not at all, if I do not feel her and if she leaves in negative feelings just like she did right now I shall not accept that she comes”. Especially that I knew what I did, this numclose was a fucking joke. I did not plan to do anything with her after the comedy which she had just played. The immature capricious persons I hate that.

We eventually went out of the IPM to go to another club. Along the way, I proposed a foursome to a girl. Negative, but a smile. Then to the club we removed our coats, we quickly visited all the girls and I asked them one by one if my friends tempted them. On the dance floor we fell on a funny crazy bitch. A double of Marion Cotillard in Edith Piaf’s role. “Wait I have a lot of single friends !!! “. “MORGAAAAANE!!” she roared like a seller of fish. She killed me, I complied in four so much I laughed. Then I explained her that it was for a foursome. “Ha ok… sorry I don’t do foursome me but… CAROOOOOOLINE”. Then there she threw us a drunk girl in the arms “Hèèèheu”. Completely stone the girl. We were all folded, the girl managed hardly to stand up. The miss had given us her most beautiful piece of meat there is nothing more to say about that !

Then to finish I found an Italian who spoke English, but the girl had to take a bus one hour later. In brief, it was dead. Then we went out, the bar closed, stayed nothing more than three unthinkable ugly chicks.

Once we went out we have crossed again the funny girls. “No but serisouly it was true this story just now ? ” asked me Caroline. “Well yeah, and that’s still OK if you want”. “No but have you already slept with them ?”, “With Fabrice yes, we had already seen each other twice “- “Heuu you’re going to hurt me…” interrupt Fabrice, “Oh yeah, excuse me, three times !”. In brief otherwise still not with Padawan, it was the opportunity…”. “No but you’re really tempted by a foursome ?!” -“Well yeah, did you see how it is cool with two people, thus imagine with 4, it is incredible !” – “Well and I have a last question did you already make it together?” by pointing my two sexy boys between them. Haha the naughty girl !

In brief we left without result but all the same proud of our performances. We had had fun all the same as a matter of fact and had marked the spirits. We went towards at Fabrice and made a small field report in the entrance of the building. Continuation after which Padawan left on his side “don’t forget the pact the scamps! “. Fuck I had forgotten the pact …

Me and Fabrice left back home. In less than two seconds, the pro of the trying to pick up was in pajamas (and socks it seems) while I not even had time to remove my shoes. He switched off the light, I undressed myself, joined him under the braid and we made a debriefing of the night.

Then little by little we left in different discussion. “Do you think that in 40 years I shall always be in pick up mode or I shall be fed up with it ?” – « I know nothing about it, you know in 40 years we shall have doubtless invented a new type of couple, times change…Maybe you will have several women, beautiful women who will be worth having your attention “.

Then a little later he spoke to me about his parents I do not know why “I do not even know if my parents still make love, I have the impression that no”-“You know a not very long time ago I still thought that my parents made nothing anymore in the bed, so I asked them and finally I learnt that they still have fun in the bed and that really reassured me, it is my genes… that would be worth it that you ask your parents…” – “Mhm, maybe…”

The following morning he asked me about what I had dreamed. “I swam in the water with a friend, we were in a city where the water was everywhere, then we were paid to swim… and you ?”- “I dreamed that I spoke to you, in fact I do not always know how to make the difference between my dreams and the reality…Maybe it was true I do not know any more did we speak ?”- «  Heu you asked me if I had slept well at a given moment.” – “Do you know that the emotional brain does not make the difference between the dreams and the reality…”.

November 22nd 2013,

With Padawan, we had agreed to invite each one of our girls at my place and to fuck them the most simply of the world. The idea was to make the evening turn into a foursome. “Make the scamps say no” was our creed.

Midnight yesterday, the girl of the bodypainting (GBP) crossed the threshold of my door. I opened to her, made her put her stuff manu militari in the corridor then stuck her to a wall and kissed her in the neck and on the mouth by beginning to fiddle her with her stomach and breasts. She wasn’t in my apartment for more than 2 minutes when I brought her in my room to throw her on the bed. Hidden in the shadow, Padawan was lengthened on the mattress and we started to warm her together by surprise. It was really funny to see that she could not handle it anymore and in addition we had good vibes together, she tried to undress us (we did not remove more than the shirt even if she too much wanted to touch our cocks “PLEASE at least one / two” she begged). After 15 minutes, we stopped everything and because finally the plan which we had initially planned with the ex of Padawan had fallen into the water (she is not ready in her head – her loss) we decided to go out hunting with GBP. Objective: finding the second girl.

In the club it was party “you kiss you drink“. But we don’t drink alcohol. Anyway, we both danced with GBP and all the looks all around seemed to say “what the fuck ?!”. Well, it is not all this but we had to find the fourth scamp. We thus have send GBP in the front line to approach all the cuties and propose them a foursome. Some were susceptible, but did not take the plunge, in particular a blonde really cute. “This one is a model and the other one is king of the cunnilingus, are you in?
– Ah, if they are good lovers, I say yes and in addition I find you so cute ” that it is the best exchange which we had. But it didn’t work because the chick finally said that she was “in a serious relationship”. I suggested her to leave her guy, to take advantage of the evening and to get back together again the next day but she didn’t like the idea (weird).

Meanwhile, a lot of girls proposed to the guys “one smack in front of the bar and they offer us a drink are you ready? ” Well, seriously, it is a game for kids thus we didn’t make the number in a so shitty and useless way with Padawan. On the other hand, two chicks were really insistent thus we gave up (one for each of us even if we would have been easily able to exchange but it would have been counter-productive, I think).

The one who stuck me told me “MY FRIEND WANTS YOUR BUDDY AND I WANT YOU!!!
– Why?
– BECAUSE YOU ARE A LIBERTINE WRITER (yeah I swear that she told me that, LOL)
– Excuse me ? No it is not true
– YES YOU APPROACHED ME ON ADOPTE THEN YOU POKED ME ON FB, DON’T LIE I KNOW IT’S YOU”
Flash back, a girl had abused me because I had used a catchy line on Adopte and exactly the same on FB except that I had not recognized her. In fact, we spoke to each other on Adopt and I had sent her a poke with the exact same line in the same time, it was rather funny. What a mess, really needs that I look better to who I try to pick up on the Internet. In brief, she was ready for the foursome.

Thus here we were, we got ready to destroy both asses when suddenly her cousin and all her family came to lecture us, to tell us that the Muslims do not do that and to threaten to wait for us outside in front of the club. The kind of people “she wants you but it is us who decide thus she will do nothing and if you try something in spite of that we kill you”. No seriously, some big shit, this mentality. That makes everybody live in the frustration and thus, eventually, in the hatred. We decided to tell her ” finally no, you are a lot of annoy
– No I am 25 years old so I do what I want.
– Yeah but no, seriously we want to give love and we collect hatred and in addition your cousin sputters me in the mouth it is very unpleasant”. Then needs to say that in the light “not of the club” she was not really cute. I think that it was a blessing in disguise, finally.

Then, we continued to hunt in the street. So GBP said “I have 2 guys and this evening exceptionally I share them. Are you interested ?
– Often: no I have a boyfriend (if you listen to them, they always have a boyfriend when you bring them out of their comfort zone, it is their so-called unstoppable excuse which justifies that they do not take the risk of living an exceptional thing)
– Or: I prefer him or I prefer the other one (while we had not asked them to choose nor anything – it was not always the same that they preferred so that is cool, needs to underline that Padawan and me, we are really different).

In brief, we did fail. It was obvious that most of the girls wanted, in fact, but they are pussies in their head. To do things properly, would need to invite them at home under a shitty pretext and then to warm them but it is a little bit a traitor’s method. And the pact said that we would fuck all together or nothing then I put my most beautiful pajamas and fall asleep.

Nightcap. May the God of the Game be with you !

November 21st 2013,

My room looks like a minefield. When I walk, I have to avoid the used condoms, the boxer shorts, the dirty socks, the melted candles and the glasses of wine : the risk is to remain stuck on the spot. Needs to say that the evening of yesterday was animated!

Because I was in lack of fresh plans lately, I used the most powerful routine I know on Adopt : I named “the routine of the questions”. I had connected this girl at the beginning of the month then had suggested a date but she told me that she had to leave 15 days on holidays in Canada… bad luck. I had all the same carefully avoided showing that I was “needy” and had answered her “well OK you will just have to make a counterproposal when you will come back, if you want, of course”.

On Monday, I received “this is a counterproposal”. Seriously, I had forgotten her or rather I had lost hope. Well, it was cool, since a moment I flunked all what I tried with the other sex (this is why I gave up going out last week)… and right now I had a golden plan offered on a silver platter. The modjo, essential energy in the success with the other sex, was maybe coming back ? To be sure, I invited her directly at my home without having seen her before or anything. Brave for me like for her. I like this state of mind : open-minded and adventurer.

One kind of hottie with a bottle of muscatel wine in the hand turned up at my place : good education, it is cool. Seriously : tall girl (at least 6ft without heels), around thirty, dressed classy, the fine face, the green eyes, the beautiful dark hair, fine-looking and with forms (thin and firm). Just my kind in addition : one of the prettiest girls I had this year. In brief, she came in, we went to my room, I lit about ten candles for the atmosphere. Maybe I did “too much” on second thought, but well… in seduction, we only judge the result.

We drank two or three glasses of her wine, sat on my bed, then I caught her in the throat and tipped over her. I had noticed by her body movements that she liked very much the dominants. I went under her T-shirt, put some wine in her navel and licked it. I wanted to make her a massage but I didn’t need it, she opened my pants and started sucking me. I hate giving them the control so easily then I have rejected her and kissed her in the neck with my hands under her top, I felt her breath which accelerated, her heart beat too… I went to kiss her and withdrew at the last moment. That drove her crazy. I undressed her slowly to leave her in underwear. She was fed up with my small game, and sucked me again. Deep throat and everything, it was really cool.

I did not want to finish so quickly for my first time with this hot girl because I want to keep her as regular friend then it was my turn to lick her! I led her close to the orgasm. She told me that I was very talented. “Thanks, you too”. Ah, thirty-year old women, they know how to go for it. I started penetrating into her then she jumped on me and enjoyed so hardly that she flooded my sheet “I am not THAT wet usually
– don’t worry, that evaporates”. The penetration lasted for a long time, it was really very pleasant to be in her. I eventually came. I did her a cunnilingus again, time to reload, then took her doggy-style: her butt and the tribal at the bottom of her back made me sooo hard. I put her head in the pillow… that was amazing… She then took me back me in her mouth so that I finish… Awesome ! I came in fact and waited 4 or 5 seconds before the ejaculation (gap). Crazy feelings !

We then spoke a lot, she is very nice, this girl. She is bisexual, lived two years with a girl and they had the right to bang guys (but not other girls). I am only the second guy of Adopte with whom she sleeps while she is registered for more than a year and has more than 200 000 points… She had approximately 30 partners in her life and has already fucked in a lot of improper situations. After this rich discussion, I wanted the fuck her again… so I did it, doggy style, of course. She wants that we see again each other (she has even already sent me a message this morning). She told me that the guys of her age and the smokers rarely fuck more than once in a row then they need the night to reload.

The morality is that all these criteria of size and everything : it is some shit. I am not tall and I can say : body language is key… seriously, she is way taller than me, talked to me about guys with whom she did nothing because they were short but eventually jumped on my cock AND ASKED FOR MORE OF IT.

Anecdote: I received another message this morning “here is my new number XXX jenn
– Jenn ?
– Yes a guy harasses me so keep my number for you
– still in love and in couple ?
– not it is him who harasses me this crazy asshole”. Seriously these girls who prefer to put themselves in couple for the principle with the first to come rather than continuing to quietly fuck with me often regret it. But I think that I am going to give her a second chance as sex friend, she sucked well, she put heart in it. Marie also sends me many messages, I fuck again with her too. That makes me almost a sex friend for every day of the week it is incredible : Virginie, the girl of the body painting, Marie, the 6ft girl, Jenn…

Just now I am with Hafid, we approached a girl in the faculty of literature and we are at present all three in my sofa. But I do not think that it is going to be useful because first of all my roommate is cooking in the kitchen and then she has a guy, this girl, and speaks to us about him… but pretty girl, sincerely.

Anyway, I shall not finish virgin of November (in term of FuckCLOSE I speak) and it has been ages since I wasn’t one-month-old virgin. I am very satisfied, I hope that this invincibility will continue !!!

Ah yeah, I was going to forget. That would have been a pity. We made a mission “foursome” in a club with the girl of the body painting (GBP), Padawan and his 1st girlfriend. We each had spoken about our project to our girl and we had shown her photos of other one. A priori, each pleased enough the others to try to make an orgy. As a result, we logically decided to meet in a dance bar “gay-friendly” (I’m not saying that I planned to sodomize Padawan but I wanted that both girls touch). As a result, we each danced with both girls and they even kissed each other and everything. Mine tried to sold me to the other one as “the king of the cunni ” and the first girlfriend of Padawan thus agreed so that we go all 4 at my home. Once in my lounge, Padawan and his girlfriend sit and spoke about absolutely not sexual things. We were drinking some tea at 3 am in an asexual atmosphere. It got on my nerves. GBP tried of sexualize the atmosphere but the remedy was the worse than the evil. The friend of Padawan told us “I only suck with condom, I have sex only into the black and with guys who have recently done the test of the AIDS.” Beautiful principles in theory, but well, you have nothing to do here then. I think that in fact, she was just frantic. At about 5 am, she concluded “I am going to think about all that and I tell you next time if we finally do it or not”. As a result, Padawan walked her back. She did not want that he sees her naked (while he was her guy during 4 years) because she become a little bit fat and did not even kiss him (“that makes me something to see you again like that”). Then, she told him “I will not get involved in this foursome, it is this nasty Fabrice who blocks me, I do not know how he can bang so many girls because he is so ugly”. Pure wickedness… that would have been able to hurt me but that does not affect me because I know what it hides : she wanted to try this kind of love with several people (more than 2), but at the last moment chicken out then she tries justify by blaming the others rather than questioning herself. Denial or bad faith ?

What is “funny” it is that her shit was contagious. GBP told me ” WTF?! We are not going to go far with such a team, it is necessary to find other people”. Certainly, Padawan was not transcendent, but for his defense: he was totally out of his comfort zone and his ex blocked him (GBP and I were the only ones who had already done something with several people). But, I know what my buddy is up to, then I convinced her to give him a second chance. Concerning the other girl, she is a little bit unhealthy but I am going to draft all the same a fast analysis even if I do not plan to see her again, that will maybe help chicks in the same situation. She was raped by a bastard a few years ago (tragedy) and that fucked up her life : she made a depression, stopped going in for sport, began drinking and going out excessively… she got fat, now feels ill at ease, has a bad relation with sex, she sleeps only with objectively yucky guys (quite too thin or then fat, drug-addicts with the dirty and badly dressed hair, the kind SOOOOO AFC because she would especially not want a dangerous guy who could be a threat… moreover Arnaud banged her, few years ago, and he was quite proud of him because he usually had no success in his life… but… no, finally that just meant that he was in this category of losers – there are thus customers for everybody but by becoming more alpha we find healthier customers), etc… Then, yeah, it is a drama what happened to her but it’s a pity to piss off everybody and to do big shit because she only punished herself in the end. Me too, I was assaulted, but I used it as a trigger to improve my life, I used my hatred to make a positive thing instead of sinking into the bullshit, because I know the principle “what does not kill us makes us stronger”. In spite of the fact that she offends me and talks behind my back as soon as she has the opportunity, I do not hold it against her, and I hope that she will regain self-control but as soon as she does… I don’t want people with a bad energy like her in my circle of acquaintances

May the God of the Game be with you !

November 10th 2013,

Yesterday night, it was rather cool, I did a technical game. IE I transformed a not interested girl in interested girl. We are obliged to do like that now, anyway, because there are few feminine resources here. Clubs are tiny and the ratios M/W clearly in our disadvantage.

End of the training at about 7 pm on the rhythm of “banana way“. I settled comfortably on my bed to read Astérix chez les pictes (for the birthday of my brother, I bought him the last Astérix, and I wanted to read it before offering it to him). As a result, I hadn’t slept and I was exhausted when Padawan came picking me up at about 11 pm. We a little warmed by jabbering very hot Ukrainian girls who tried to pick me up on their social network VK (we also watched their photos: they are almost all naked on at least two or three photos: there is no fucking chaste censorship over there… awesome). It is in this state of mind between envy of fucking hotties and disappointment in front of a French fauna of mediocre quality that we went hunting.

Little walk in the street of the bars, there was more people than these last two days. It is cool. The ratio was not brilliant all the same but… we said to ourselves that there would be maybe something to do! We have met Hafid who was going to join a girl to fuck her in a hotel while he has a flat. Well, I do not any more try to understand him for a long time, he always does weird things.

Like good PUA, we refuse to pay whatever, so we went to a small club which entry is free before 1 am. It was empty: we settled comfortably in an armchair until people come. One hour later, the atmosphere began to warm. Well, it was still a shitty ratio but at least there were a lot of people. And so was born Fabricio Juliano. The famous Spanish from Mexico City, downright shamelessness and possessing no tact, who has the boiling warm blood and who speaks to all the girls because “it is this way that we party in my country”. “You don’t know the true fiesta en Francia.” A great deal of energy was necessary to play this character, but at the same time it is a pleasure to interpret him, I shall do it again…

The first one I approached, a beautiful Dutch girl, was not really interested. But I am stubborn. She used two or three shitty excuses like “I do not know if I like you” or “there are friends here who like me then I do not want to hurt them” or ” there is a guy here that I like then I don’t want to kiss you in front of him”. I told her that “you are guapa I like you mucho”, and “look at mis ojos” : and so I subjected her with the glance while making rise the sexual tension (besides penetrating into her with the mirror of my soul, my hands fiddled with her body.) The one who refused my kisses five minutes earlier kissed me now on her own. And then we continued to speak a little before I left with a wonderful “well, one last kiss for the road.” Kiss again.

Padawan, this kind of Apollon, was approached among others by a Corsican girl. But she was not cute, then he refused her (in fact he told her that he was an American who understand nothing in order to do not dance with her). A girl who didn’t deserve us, as an alpha, we refame her to encourage her to make efforts. I like this state of mind, it is the one every alpha guy should try to reach, instead of acting like people dead of hunger. For my part, I have made fun of her by telling her that she was an hypocrite, a not sexual girl, etc. In other words, Fabricio Juliano was a pain in the ass… but he wasn’t wrong. A girl said to me “it is you who poke all my friends on FB? You are going to stop now!!!
– I do lo que quiro and go fuck tu madre.” I did absolutely not remember her but well she did remember me, it is funny. Nothing else interesting in her life ?

Before leaving, I asked my Dutch girl “I leave the fiesta, do you want to come over ? ” She said no. I was sure but I did it to be really sure (no regret). She opened big eyes like if I was an extraterrestrial, while I just did what every guy with testicles should do. She gave me her Facebook “you know if we meet again it is cool if not no problema”. I planned to create a Spanish Facebook for my character but that is going to be complicated to manage and so will piss me off quickly. As a result, I am going to add her with my French FB, we shall see how she will react (she is probably not going to assume and even to don’t accept me).

And so we had a lot of fun. We did laugh a lot. Fabricio Juliano allowed me to openly criticize the French and their fucking sexual life and to say it to them in face to face. They did not even deny. In brief, the spirit of Barney lived in us.

By going out, Padawan said to the Corsican “in fact we are both French”. She opened big eyes… I said “goodbye” without accent. It killed her.

This morning I received a mail from the girl who flaked me on Wednesday. She apologized (the worst excuse of the world “I was in Aix but my telephone had low battery and I had not your exact address”) and wants a second chance. What game is playing that silly bitch ? No way.

Good bye, los amigos. May the God of the Game be with you !

November 9th 2013,

Monday. On Monday, I had my last oral for my diploma. During my presentation, the jury went through my report, then they improvised shitty questions on the 3-4 first pages (the document has more than 100 pages) before concluding by “that looks very complex, this work, we really have a doubt, we do not know if it is really you who did it”. Here is how an incompetent jury which did not read the report (while it is its JOB) for which you worked hard during several months is going to make you fail. And it is true within one hour, because they are idiots. How to continue to have some respect for the Department of Education in France after that ? Needs to specify here that it was a study on the new tax system in the metropolis Aix-Marseille which concludes that it is necessary to reorganize the region to make it more competitive, and that the MEDEF contacted me via my internship supervisor to use this document in the discussions at the senate. They even made me meet some experts to polish it up… Then, yeah, I am more or less sure that it deserved 15/20. As a result, I didn’t appreciate being dealt as a child who would have copied his work from Wikipedia and to whom we speak as to a moron. Either it was a political operation led by anti-metropolises (the vice-chancellorship and the city hall of Aix), or the examiners were simply released by the subject, or I am paranoid and completely stupid but I do not realize it. In three cases, I will be fucked, I can feel it. In brief, with the recent aggression, that makes a little bit too much and my morale comes down in my socks.

Tuesday. On Tuesday, I was so much irritated by Monday that I didn’t move from my parents. I just started a new ebook project about the body language.

Wednesday. On Wednesday, I finally left the family cocoon in which I camped during more than a month for my revisions. Come back in Aix : DATE planned at home between 6 and 7pm with a girl from Adopte who I allegedly had to screw. As a result: at 8 pm, still nobody there. At the time of today, she sent me neither message of excuse nor anything while she is connected on FB… I deduct that it is the law of the series. At the moment, I really have no luck, I only fall on negative people. Well, when the guy waits for the girl at his home and when he can attend to his activities, I don’t see the interest to stand him up to piss him off… or then she simply chicken out at the idea of being taken wildly ?! This kind of girl is totally useless, I have already granted her more time than she deserves, let’s not speak about it anymore. Well, I was very tired and all this lousy stories screwed my modjo a little. Then I went in my bed and slept during 14 hours.

Thursday. On Thursday, big day. First of all, Hafid turned unexpectedly up at home. We went to the faculty of literature: I approached 7-8 girls by telling them, grosso-modo, that they interested me and I suggested them going in a date. Because I did not fall on a single willing girl, I answered them all “you do not know what you miss”. It was not a question of ego, just that I was irritated by the succession of the failures. Why have I to go to a great deal of trouble “to deserve the right” to give some pleasure to a girl (especially that sometimes, needs to speak sincerely, I sell myself off) ?! Fuck this fucking logic.

Padawan then convinced me to go to the taekwondo at about 8 pm with him. His club is tremendously cool, people are awesome (not one single big idiot), the sport is nice and really made me force… I think that I am going to join because I really need to let off steam at the moment. On the other hand, later, we went to the sauna and the little of energy which I had fell again.

Hard luck, I had to go out with Hafid. Yet, for me, making a false plan is unthinkable, even if I am done… so we went out. And there, it was the drama. For the first time since almost 2 months, I confronted with the poverty of the hunting ground in Aix. Almost nobody in streets, bars were full with 90 % of alcoholic guys who made circles around the rare (fat) girls to prevent the others from speaking to them (when I think of these guys, I always have in mind the image of monkeys which defend their female by taping on the breast). I have the impression that the level of the field falls in a continuous way for one year (or then it is me who is not any more in sync with the alcoholics). Really a disaster.

At about 2 am, we have tried to pick up an English girl, Hafid took her FB. Then we returned and, on the road, I sent a text to Marie (my open relation of last winter). I told her something like “are you in town? I go back home, if you want, come with me otherwise I don’t know what better you are going to do tonight”. She came at about 2:45 am. We made love directly, like before. The link between us always exists, it made me feel something. On the other hand, she enlarged, then she only wanted to fuck chastely in the black. But it is MY Marie to tell the truth, I don’t care about all that (3 months I wanted to screw her again! Especially that she did not stop texting me “OK but we shall go have a drink eh, later we shall see, I don’t come so easily at your place” (incomprehensible) and there with just a little bit of alcohol in the blood she finally assumes to do what she in fact wanted to do too!) I was not taking doggy style a model, but a girl with whom there was a strong sexual complicity. On the other hand, I had a little idealized her in time, I realize it. But the fact that this fucking connection still exists, it is fascinating !

Friday. On Friday, DATE at noon with Virginie. We ate, we made love on the couch. My old neighbor came to tap in my door while I was ejaculating. I don’t know what she wanted, I didn’t open. I cursed her instead. Then, we watched The King Lion 3… then, I have banged her again and I almost fell asleep so much I felt good terms with this darling in my arms. Quite slender (99 pound for 5ft4), fine-looking with breasts and very firm buttocks, green eyes, good face and everything. Paradise.

The evening, I met the brother of the girl of the bodypainting. The streap-teaser who gives seminars about sex in Ukraine, who sometimes play into porns and who makes street shows in France. He was proud to tell to me that what I like very much about her sister, it is the values he inculcated her (to like sex, to assume it intelligently and to fuck in a good way). He showed me a great deal of things, in particular his RUSSIAN FB (VK), and proved me that it is the girls who try to pick up the men over there (moreover French are popular there). According to him, the Ukrainians are hopeless with the girls… they do not approach: they get drunk until they have the courage to speak with a girl, it is poignant. A very interesting meeting, this Morbak. He says that in the Eastern countries, the women have a real feminine energy (they act like hotties and assume) and the hetero men have a male energy (do not act like pussies). On the other hand, in France, he says that the guys tend to display more and more feminine energy (the mass is less and less virile) and the women more and more male energy… what makes that it creates a confusion and a climate of conflict (it is also the case in the countries where the culture is close to ours like in the United States) which does not exist everywhere else (EG in the countries of the North like Sweden or in the East like in Ukraine or in Russia or in certain Asian countries). It is what makes me say that they have probably a good laugh over there when they read how the average guy that I am works hard in France to fuck on average 2/3 girls per month (for example in Australia, it is not rare that a guy is honked by girls). We then went out to practice SPU. He saw all the fucking attitudes with which I am daily confronted. He told me “Aix it is some mud, if you walk in the mud, do not be surprised if you to have the dirty feet”. Roughly: we are in a country where the girls have a mentality of shit (conditioning). Otherwise, he is very close to Alain Soral (I do not think that they go into orgies together all the same) seen that he goes alongside with him and he told me that according to Soral it is going to fart in France, a little bit like in Greece, certainly before 10 years. Moreover, Alain converted, it seems, his money into gold and hid it in Florida. I have no desire to go into political debates in the sauce Egalité&Réconciliation here, but it is true that I would like that we find back the Love and the pride to be French as our grandparents had when they went to the war. Who would go fighting for France now? Seriously, it is a country full of injustice, disparities, it looks like it is just a set of communities which look to the others with animosity. In brief, we approached about ten girls in a club, we fell of course on our silly bitches’ lot, some nice girls also, and on guys who tried to piss us off “little shit, go away from there, do not speak to them, it is ours”. Waste of the humanity (remember the monkeys about which I spoke just now). Morbak was bewildered to see that… nevertheless it’s common practice in my reality. We met Arnaud, the guy who had stopped speaking to me and told some shit about me just because I screwed a girl who did not want him. Arnaud came to apologize personally, I took him in my arms and forgave his bullshit: I prefer giving love even if it is sometimes against instinctive. Arnaud told me that in Romania, he screwed 6 girls in 6 months then I a little observed him to see if he had improved his Game but no… It is the field over there and the status that confers the fact of being French which helped him. Good for him, eh, it is just that I really wonder why we get bored in France to display so much energy for girls not that hot and tiresome (I really wonder why French still have this reputation of good lovers). Especially that, the best genes (bigger, stronger, more resistant according to objective data) are in the North and in the East. In the club, I was entitled to some big whores like the one to whom I spoke and who answered me, quite proud, “why are you talking to me? didn’t you wash your ass ? ” She came back talking to me later, still being a pain in the neck “you did wash your ass is, it done now?” This girl was far from hot, and she was so aggressive, some people will see a test there but it is the male energy about which Morbak The Traveler spoke… it is true that it is far from feminine or sexy, acting like that. We eventually found all the same two correct girls, we jabbered them, we took their FB and we suggested them coming home with us, but they did not want. Predictable: too bad for them. Before going out, a jerk put a nudge unintentionally in my nose already broken by the aggression, I still have a rough time. Well. On our way back, Morbak The Wise told me “you don’t drink alcohol anymore, you eat bio, you started the practice of a martial art… but that is not enough so that you have good energies. There, you exchange flows with any sorts of unhealthy unknowns who are absolutely not worth it at all and that empties your reserves. Game is interesting for the fact that you break your own ego but remain confident. It is interesting also to see that you answer with the smile even to the worst silly bitches. You are on the right way of your own self-fulfillment, which passes by unconditional love but you still need to improve yourself”. Well, I don’t want to be recruited in anything which can prevent me from being objective but I can recognize the value of these words. Sincerely, he is interesting this nomadic patriot, a little bit megalomaniac and authoritarian but cool. He organizes orgies almost everywhere in the world: once again, the libertines who share hot girls have probably a good laugh when they see the misery of the “normal” guys. What reassured me, it is that his dream life and his job (sex teacher) for Russian girls, he had it thanks to the bluff and to the nerve: one day, he decided that he was rather good in the bed and started to charge girls to teach them how to suck… all of this in front of his wife who is a libertine Russian too. Another world for me, but that reminded me that everything is possible, in certain contexts… especially that he is alpha but not able to approach girls in the street alone for example. Roughly, what I mean to say is that getting involved in orgies with 10 sublime blondes, it is possible, and not only in our craziest dreams. Just like it is possible even in France to fuck hot women while having understood nothing to the fairer sex (soccer players, celebrities, waiters in clubs, etc.)… it is thus necessary to linger over the chap to see the value, to do not judge hastily, it is also necessary to look at the value of the girls which those guys fuck and not only the number. The degree of the possible just depends on the context. He told me that, in Goa, country of the hippies, it’s common practice that normal guys fuck awesome girls. But that even in countries like Sweden/Brazil/Ukraine/Russia, it is possible to bang hotties easily, because rules are not the same. And because it is less easy for the girls, they need to move their ass more to seduce and thus are hotter. Really needs to be naïve to don’t understand that if Mystery&co bring their students in these countries in The Game it is because it is easier for an American even “average” to have results and thus their customers really have the impression to have improved. Well, in our country, we maintain the faith that they are poor and dangerous countries while he seems to say that not at all (and his statements are the same than those of other people I know), that it is here that it is a little the Third World in fact but that the media condition us to be afraid (to avoid that French people rebel too much). I’m not saying that it’s hell, I just say that it is maybe not as well as media would want to persuade us… and that in a lot of places, it is certainly better that what media would want to persuade us. I do not know any more what to think. In brief, for now I am in France, thus I play according to these rules but it is good to have another vision like that from time to time. I just remember his last words “to have the same sexual life in France that I have in Russia, it would be necessary to me to display 1000 times more efforts, and still I am not sure to succeed”. At this moment, I was thinking “but if it was the girls who were the most sexually frustrated and not the guys, then maybe the insecurity would decrease because they are less stupid than us from the point of view of the violence and males have all the same an instinct of polygamist thus we could satisfy more women and even all and so everybody would maybe see the life through rose-colored glasses.” Suddenly, the door slammed : by returning, my roommate told me that a bastard had assaulted her next to the bus station to steal her phone.

The conclusion is that Aix became a shitty field. It is small, thus very limited for the SPU (you always meet the same people) and the clubs especially where the entry is less than 10€ are really bad. Less than 10 girls for more than 90 guys in the clubs. I just exaggerate a little. Then yeah, there are girls in the city, but they do not go out any more in the night. I have the impression that what also plays it is that our generation knew neither the hunger, nor the war nor anything. Most of people did not thus understand that it is necessary to enjoy life, to do not waste time for things without interest because it can stop at any time… and it is true simply because most were never confronted with death. Well, there I have my wintry modjo reduction, like I had before summer. I do not really want any more, I don’t feel the NEED nor the ENVY. In a week I will feel better, I hope, but while waiting… I am going to wait that the storm passes.

I hope that this text will have purged me and will have raised the bad eye which I had on me… While waiting to make a fresh start, may the God of the Game be with us all, we need it !

October 26th 2013,

Hello friends, I am going to tell you how a very good night turned to the nightmare. And when I say “nightmare”, it is not a word I use thoughtlessly.

1) On Thursday evening, DATE with a girl of Adopte at her home. It was a rather hilarious interaction. In fact, I contacted her hastily on Sunday, 13, I have taken her number after a rather wonderful conversation.
– She offers you the possibility of discussing with her. Do not hesitate to send her a message to try to land in her basket !
– hello Caro ! Ah I am satisfied that you confirm me! Well I would have liked that you send the first message but nobody is perfect…
– And would not my first message be this one? Attractive master’s degree of the conditional, I recognize it to you
– First sentence correct, in addition you flatter me, I am willing to continue to speak with you 😀
On the other hand, it is forbidden to ask for hings like in a questionnaire: where do you come from, do you like carrots, etc.
– But I preferred to know if you like carrots, it can be a means of pressure if it is not the case, I heard that “for the rabbit, the carrot is the worst embodiment of the evil “. What do you think about it?
– I think that I am maybe a rabbit because carrots give me not catholic ideas.
– Being religious, my ideas are clear as can be. But not with carrots, I give them to you, yes, really.
– If I come to your place it will be so that you cook me something with carrots not to make l love. Do you want to chat on Facebook, it shall be nicer.
– It was absolutely not my intention and if I want to say something in this sense, I have a vocabulary which will allow me to do so haha. Regrettably, no Facebook for me. Twitter? But the messages will not go faster than here.
– I will be disconnected at 6 pm , love!!! (I have a free account) please send a first original message and I shall answer you 06********
She did not answer my messages for a few days. Then wrote me just like that last Sunday (the 20). We a little discussed by SMS. I was then inspired I suggested her making her a massage with the light of candles, I am so romantic ! She said OK, that we could meet on Friday evening. Except that not, I was busy thus I negotiated on Thursday evening. She wanted that we go out to have a drink, I said no. She wanted that we see each other rather at my place then, I said “no at yours”. All the indicators in the green, she sent me a message at 8 am in the morning Thursday so that I have her address. I smelt the motivated girl, really, nevertheless I don’t like counting my chickens before they are hatched. I thus turned up at her home at about 8:30 pm in the doorway : a kiss in the neck, I took the hand, she squeezed it and kept her. I asked if I had to take off my shoes, she said yes, I asked if I had to take off my other clothes, she said “not now”. After 10 minutes I was fingering her, after 15minutes she started sucking me. I pretended to get a foothold like never, I encouraged her. It was good all the same. Later I screwed her on the sofa bed. I wonder if she really wanted a massage in fact, héhéhé. In brief, the small banker in tailor, bobbed hairstyle, the authoritarian face (the kind of almost-thirty-year old who deserves her dose of do), it is checked. Having been blocked at my parent’s to study since the end of September, I will thus not finish Virgin of October.

2) Champagne Showers in a club with Padawan as a wingman. We spent a very good night. One of the organizers who likes what I write made us dupe the line, had 20 bimbos there who grumbled in the square meter. We stayed a long moment with a group of girls (it was not some caviar but they were not too bad, big liqueur brandies and were hungry). We approached them with an awesome “do you take some pleasure tonight?
– yes 😀
– do you want more ?
– heu I don’t know heu
– did you brush your teeth ?
– yes
– me too ! we kiss ?” And there I found myself with a dead woman of hunger who made every effort to clean me the inter-dental space with her tongue. Padawan close by connected her friend but that did not work. I say to the tall bitch endowed with a hallucinating low neck (the one that I was kissing) “tell me, do you wants to make a threesome at my place with my buddy?
– what ?! I can have both of you ?! Ah yesssssssss. (On the tone of : it is the deal of the century!!!)” Then, she started kissing Padawan… and me, I took care of her friend. I did again the “did you brush your teeth” line (I will copyright it) and, ho god, it worked. We warmed well them both then thanks to the sexual energy, Padawan eventually kissed also the second chick. Thus here we were, we were next to the bar and we fiddled with them, and we were exchanging them and everything. We thus logically negotiated a foursome. One was really hot, the second I felt her feverish but she would have followed because I suggested licking her during 20 minutes. A real bargain for her! In brief, their third friend turned up with a guy, and she passionately kissed her two friends. As a consequence, I tried a magnificent “me too PLEASE” thus she turned to me, maintained my eye contact, I supported her EC… She looked down the first one. I endured more sexual tension than her, she submitted, kissclose. We little eat each other’s mouth, it was nice. It was the only one in my size moreover, the two others were giants. But well, she left with her guy who got nothing. Fuxelife. In brief, at the moment they wanted to go to the toilet, I asked if we could screw them in the crappers and they said no. I asked for the color of their underwear: they revealed them to us but did not want to show us their tits then we let them leave because we wanted to put them “in the refrigerator” a little so they realize the luck they almost had. In any case, we said to ourselves that we were later going to see them again. Meanwhile, Padawan approached a brown girl with beautiful blue eyes, tall and thin. That happened very fast, he approached with “kiss my buddy.
– No he is ugly. It is rather you that would interest me.
– so kiss me.
– No it is you the man, it belongs to you to kiss the first one.” Thus OK, I learnt that I was ugly. Besides, she added that I hurt her so much I was ugly. The big deal : I set much worse in the mouth and next to that I screwed chicks twice better than her. I live it in a good way, this kind of remark slides on me as a penis would slide in the vagina of a woman fountain. I am a kind of “Chuck Bass the sexual” and Padawan is rather like “Nate the handsome guy” : it is not the same kind of charm, that’s it. But it was the silly bitch in any case, who is frustrated and disturbed : which girl would say that about the buddy of a guy whom she has just met ? Well, I left them together and went to speak to the DJ. Then, I wasted my time with a girl who was a headache to me, she wanted me to give her fags and did not let me alone. I don’t like the hazy and then well, I had already fucked tonight, and I had a foursome feverish but solid threesome on the light. The thing is that the bitch (the one who had bit tits and low neck next to her nipples) has probably seen Padawan kissing the blue-eyes girl because she left… I was disappointed, but well, with Pada we shall destroy a girl together or then we shall destroy 2 girls at the same time and we exchange them. It’s said! At the end, Padawan wanted to take the number of his silly bitch but she answered “do you want to have sex?
– No I sleep at a friend’s this evening
– Then give me your number.
– I don’t give my number so easily.
– Then you are very stupid, go away, I don’t like not the pussies who take themselves for princesses.” Well… I have to say that Padawan improved his Game, it is really notable and this is just the beginning 😉

3) By returning around 4 o’clock, Padawan walked me back and we settled comfortably on the pavement in front of my house. We sat quiet to debrief the evening. At the end of quarter of an hour, we saw a guy who approached us by running. Because a lot of people asked us fags and everything, we didn’t pay more attention than that and especially we were not enough wary seen that it is all the same a busy main avenue and that there is some light. When he arrived at my level, he gave me a big kick of sole in the head by surprise, I broke the window behind then Padawan who looked somewhere else believed that it was an irritated guy who had just put a kick in the window. I received another kick in the head before understanding what was happening and shouting “Padawan”. There, he got up and engaged in combat with this bastard who persecuted me. One ugly man, tall and fine, the skin matte Arabic or Indian type and long hair, a sweet dirties on the back. I also got up, completely sounded and a big guy, like half-european half-Arabic, even taller than the first one, skin head approached me. I didn’t know what he wanted at first sight and I was sounded: he put me a punch in nose directly. I began to piss the blood, I saw my own blood spattering and flowing like water but fuxelife, I finally put myself in position of fight and I said “but we don’t know you, we never did anything to you.
– no need to know you”. I managed to adorn a punch, I know it because this morning I have a great pain in the thumb. Meanwhile, Padawan dominated well the lean, I guess that he destroyed his jaw. The thing is that this drug-addict had eyes wide open, and did not feel pain: he got up every time and Pada eventually hurt in the wrist due to knocking him. Padawan then attacked the big one, he put him on the ground and I was able to get free. He would have been able to crush his mouth against the ground but he was kind. Maybe too much because these sons of bitches deserved that we cure them of the desire to assault people but needs to know that in France if you defend yourself and that you really hurt the guy, he can lodge a complaint against you and you are annoyed (the law says that the answer must be proportioned, in the practice it is the one who makes most damages who is wrong). I took out my keys and went towards to my door, I thought that he followed me except that in fact it was the cocaine addict with long hair. Padawan spoke with two other Arabic who had stayed behind (they filmed the scene for YouTube) and who advised “run away, they are high, they do that to have fun”. Then Padawan sprinted, whereas the big one got up and the 4 began running after him. He crossed fortunately rather quickly a police patrol “Sir, it is necessary to dress again, it is forbidden to walk topless.
– I would like to but I have been assaulted and they destroyed my t-shirt.” Then here we were, the dog unit tried to find them but unsuccessfully. Fire brigades came to find us and we spent 4 hours in the emergencies of the hospital for exams. So : He has the broken wrist and scratches on the face. I have the broken nose, two beautiful black eyes under eyes, a sprain in the thumb and they gunned down my Jules shirt . Then, we spent 3 hours (without lying) to the commissionership. The cops knew very well who were these guys, it was not the first time they assaulted people, but they cannot arrest them because no flagrante delicto (but that did not prevent them from treating me like if I was the aggressor while talking to me curtly and by looking for the slightest small details of my story which could contradict themselves). The thing is that usually, this group of 4 leaves their victims KO on the ground and robs them. Then we can say that we went out well there especially that last week beat up a pregnant woman. Three things there I don’t want to imagine :
– If they had a weapon (knife or gun), it is sure that we stayed there. I read in their eyes that they had no limit.
– If they had knocked out Padawan by surprise at the beginning instead of me, I would not have been able to defend him as well as he did for me. I am not black belt.
– If the two who were too cowardly to fight had also come, in 4 against 2 we had no chance… They were not drunk or high, they were maybe their dealers.
– If they had not attacked US but rather the group of girls who arrived later in the street, they would have finished raped on the pavement.
Then here we are, on one side we can be really competent in the communication, the psychology, the influence. It is useful and I have already defused quite a lot of conflicts like that. I already had to give knocks but it was totally different: once in box a guy wanted to assault me and because he was drunk he fell alone when I touched him and another time in the street we were 4 against 4 and I had just put my knee in a guy, my buddies had taken care of the others! But there, it was a totally random aggression, it was the jungle, and I paid it. No logic if it is not the law of the strongest. Thus here we are, needs to develop also our bodies. Thanks to Pada I have a quite healthy lifestyle, I even built muscle, I think that this is why I so well handled the knocks: Seriousness I took 4 or 5 knocks in the face and I felt nothing, I remained lucid and I tried to find a solution so that we get out of it (here is a good reason for not drinking). Well, needs to become aware that it is a question of survival to create muscle and to know how to fight. Certainly, I have a buddy coach in seduction who had a group of servicemen: the guys were animals but in front of the women, they were pussies. Except that I think that even in seduction it can play, the girl can smell when she is really safe with a guy. It is maybe what I need to work on the most. The cop who took our testimony exposed us her point of view and I share it with you because it is interesting “all these stupid people who say that you should not stigmatize, it is really the ones to who nothing happened. On Sunday, one of our colleagues was stabbed in the eye up to the brain, he died while he just proceeded to an identity check. No one speaks about it, but about the <poor> Leonarda everybody speak about it eh. ” The morality is: learn how to fight, build muscle, have a food which will maintain you in shape: we do not know neither when nor where nor who can try to kill you nor why. It is just a question of survival from now with this too overliberal government, and still I don’t live in Marseille but in a renowned soft city. Then, needs not to fall in ” ah well it is top dangerous I don’t go out from now”, it would be to let them win. Just needs to be careful and ready if necessary to have a talent in front of these leeches who live only to annoy the others and who will not even be worried by the justice. Fucking country… and those who are not conscious of that are idiots. The reality is that it is not the country of Care Bears and those who will just affect you to pass the time will not be guys integrated into the society, who have a job, etc.. It will be resentful people who just hate you because you because you have a good job or because you are well-dressed or, or because of your ethnic origins, etc. You try to integrate them and to give them money and everything to give you good consciousness, but they hate you and at the first opportunity they will stab you in the back to rape your wife. Just be aware. Besides it had been one moment since I said to myself that in the evening, there were not so many girls than before and that they were much more wary. The field became really difficult here… and we cannot blame the chicks: they do not feel safe with all the news we can read in newspapers… and all the hidden facts. I cannot stop not living the scene in my head. It’s like if it was not real except that today I have one fucking headache which reminds me that, no, it was not nightmare but the reality. Some people advised me to move because this crazy people know where I live. I don’t really know what to think of it. So, we have to go back to the hospital in order to pay a colossal sum in exchange for three bandages and some radios. In brief, only annoy in perspectives. I feel the hatred. I want to punch someone or something. Or that Virginie comes and gives me a hug !!! What reassures me it is that even the mentalist is powerless when people become violent, he calls his sturdy buddies.

But I am going to try to transform my hatred into a positive thing, and from next week onwards I am going to practice tae kwon do with Padawan. That does not appear to me to be any more an option, because I don’t want to live by ignoring the reality. Finally, that was an electric shock for me which will make me move forward in my life. Fucking the girls, knowing which values we look for, it is good… But it is finally only a stage of the personal fulfillment towards better lifestyle one. Maybe not even the most important. And it is really THAT which is important: the lifestyle. In “to survive and reproduce” there is “to survive” and it is better to chose to “live good”.

Hope you will get my message. May the God of the Game make us open the eyes !

PS: don’t tell meI am racist because I said that they were Arabic (one of my best buddies is called Hafid). It is just a fact. If that had been idiots of riffraff typified European or African or slanting eyes, I would have said so all the same.