Month: July 2014

December 16th 2013,

The nice little young Frenchwoman of north-African origins with the green eyes whom I had fucked in June 2013 came back speaking to me on Facebook (after I visited her profile on Adopt) some times ago. She told me that she would have adored that we see again each other regularly. I went deeper into the question (the conversion is rather interesting if you want to understand girls a little better) !

Me : Well explain me your thing more in detail

Her : Which thing ?

Me : Well
If you wanted that we continue to see each other
Why didn’t you suck me ?

Her : That is a good question…

Me : It is important

Her :I think that it is due to my lack of confidence

Me : I did feel it too

Her : I do not trust myself, it is a fact.

Me : You can acquire confidence. I took the virginity of a girl 3 months ago. She makes progress

Her : At the same time with you, it is not difficult to make progress

Me : Lol thank you flattering girl

Her : It is more a report than a flattery
You have quite a lot of experience in this domain, it is normal that you train well

Me : Yes but I didn’t think I had surpassed myself with you

Her : Nevertheless, I speak about my experiences, you are by far the best

Me : Thank you it means a lot

Her : Undoubtedly. It is because of my disastrous experiences that I lost self-confidence on this ground

Me : I see

Her : You understand…
But from your point of view, how was it?
Answers honestly please

Me : well you’re cute
I liked the 1st time when it went alone without trap
The second time when lied by saying that your father had to come picking you up (and supposedly we did not have time to fuck then oh miracle when I turned you on he could pick you up later) I less liked
It’s a pity that you didn’t suck me I would have honored you with a wonderful cunnilingus otherwise the sex her wasn’t bad but I would have liked that you feel more free

Her : Ok. For the second time I was not lying at all it was completely true. And later, I would admit you that I do not know how to have fun. I only served to empty the testicles of all my ex. Where from the rather disastrous experiences

Me : Why don’t you suck ? Don’t you have pleasure when you give pleasure ?

Her : Why I did not suck you, the question still remains unresolved. It is nevertheless a thing which I like doing very much
But I was lacking confidence in myself at this moment and the idea of comparison slowed me down I think

Me : I’m not like that lol

Her : I know…
Later I would admit you that I still think of it, I always asked myself the question of why I didn’t do so

Me : Yes me too I thought again about it

Her : I was stupid at the moment

Me : Lol rolala stop it I wouldn’t have gone as a couple with you anyway you know my principles

Her : No but it’s true, I was stupid on many points, fortunately I opened eyes meanwhile. And the worst, it is that I started having feelings for you without wanting a real relation

Me : It is healthier ! This model of relation that the society want us to adopt is a shit in almost all the points of view

Her : Frankly, yeah. Where is the freedom?

Me : For example
And now you’re on Adopt, looking for a “good guy” who wants a “serious relationship”

Her : No you’re totally wrong
The idea of couple is not any more with current tastes. Now it is sex without feelings and bye-bye

Me : Do you really say that to the guy on Adopt ?

Her : It depends
I have a lot of fun on the site

Me : Do you make fun of them ?

Her : Most of them, yeah

Me : Poor guys
We are always the idiot of another one
A lot of women make men lose their time on the Internet

Her : At the same time, it seem also that they look for it. It is almost a case study

Me : This is why it is necessary to select quickly
For that you look honest
Did you come to the date in the optics of bedtime with me?

Her : In the optics to speak to you in the first time and after we shall see

Me : At what point did you decide to sleep with me the first night ?

Her : Are you talking about the day we met ?

Me : Yeah
Is it when I turned you on in the elevator ?

Her : No, from the moment I put the look on you my choice was made

Me : Oh that’s good
And in my profile on FB, what caught your attention?

Her : The fact that you write which could imply that you have a brain not like all these jerks

Me : What I write didn’t embarrassed you ?

Her : I had never read and no, it didn’t. It was exciting

Me : Ah thus you already wanted to suck me before the date ?

Her : I read what you write later
After the date

Me : Thus you wanted to meet me because you saw that I wrote but you didn’t want to see what I wrote before meeting me?

Her : No

Talking with you was enough for me

Me : Very good
Do you Know Marie of Medicine ?

Her : Do you make a study?
Yeah I know her, why ?

Me : Not at all
You had her in your friend list, right ?

Her : Maybe, one of her friends was my sexfriend

Me : Ah

Her : Why?

Me : This is because of her that I poked you

Her : Ah

Me : She was my open relation of this winter then well she wanted to try to make a “real” couple with a guy (it lasted 2 weeks and she lost me with this bullshit)
Then well I said to myself that I could see if she had cute girls in her friend list

Her : And you found me

Me : Yeah even if it wasn’t a good start

Her : Why?

Me : Conversation started on May 29th
– Did we meet ?
– No but we don’t care
– Ok … So what do you want ?
– I don’t want to sell you anything don’t worry lol
– It answers hardly my question
– I am a crazy poker, I poke the profiles which interest me
– And what in my profile interested you?
– Your physical appearance, well after if you are a big idiot I won’t be interested anymore
– Interesting as means of selection
– Yeah do you know others ?
– Let’s say that some would be the physical appearance, or the intellectual. I think that is needed a happy medium, it is always better to ally all the pleasures of the senses.
– Yes, the last question of your hiring test is, are you heterosexual?
– Totally
– Perfect then we are going to be able to kiss each other without the tongue
– Interesting as job interview, it is a technique which I would use too if it doesn’t disturb you
– IRL, you, girls are scared of approaching

Her : It’s true ^^

Me : Why did you answered me so badly if you liked me ?

Her : I learnt to not trust my hormones

Me : Do you realize what you almost missed ?

Her : The best lover of my life

Me : For example
A good night in any case

Her : It’s true

Me : And thus, what eventually decided you

Her : Your way of speaking, the way you write

Me : I see

Her : Why all these questions right now ?

Me : No reason

Her : Whatever
In brief, you know how to contact me if you want

Me : If I want what ?

Her : Facebook or text me or what you want

Me : Okay
To do what ?

Her : Everything you have in mind

Me : Do you want to give me the best blowjob of my life ?

Her : I don’t think I can do that, I need to learn before

Me : Every blowjobs are pleasant as long as there are no teeth

Her : That depends how you use teeth

Me : Lol
I don’t think so

Her : I will show you

Me : I’m scared

Her : Lol
Well, good night
XXX

Me : By the way, would you like to make a foursome ?

Her : Not at all.

Me : Okay
I suspected it a little

Her : Then why asking ?

Me : To be sure

Her : It is funny, you are the second one to ask me this question today

Me : Who else ?

Her : A sex friend

Me : Well I am not a sex friend
I am a sex artist

Her : Yeah ^^

Me : I don’t have sex for having sex
I experiment

Her : Did you experiment with me ?

Me : No, I took life as it comes

Her : Sex for sex then

Me : No
The transformation of the poke into sex
That is so interesting
How, coming from nowhere, we can penetrate the intimacy of people

Her : Experiment, in this case

Me : Yes and no
Let’s say that I already knew it was possible

NB: two days after this conversation, she was “in couple” with a guy she met on Adopt, mode “it is love” on. And one month later, single again. Incorrigible, these girls.

December 11th 2013,

In two words, I finally created a successful profile on Adopt which makes that the girls send me the first message. Seriously, every day at the moment, I have one or two chick who writes to me spontaneously. Example (vile but without special effect) :

[Sunday evening]

– Hello how are you ? I introduce myself, I am a natural model since I’m young… No I’m kidding I’m just a girl among so much others who works on Marseille. I really liked you description this is why I allows myself to write you 🙂
– Hello darling, I live in Aix, it’s up to you to see if you want to make the trip
– Why not 😉 and you ? [she doubtless wanted to know if I was ready to go to Marseille]
– Me I live in Aix so… 😉
– Yes we could have a drink if you want? [I don’t want to go wasting my time and my money in a bar]
– maybe yes , at my place ?
– As you want 🙂 What’s your work during the week?
– Finance and you? well, yes it is way more honest like that:)
– I assist people and pork butcher ^^ yeah right 🙂
– wow it is the wide gap between both jobs ^^ that’s good, I need someone to assist me
– Yes I have 3 different jobs 🙂 Ha really what care do you need sir? 😛
– oh really what’s the third one ? For example that you help me to take a shower I guess
– I take care of children. It is possible I think I have some remedy for this but it is not sure we will see :p
– Ah excellent in this case I think that you have quite a lot of qualities to support your candidacy! It is necessary that you come to the job interview :p
– I like your sense of humor :p On the other hand I already have 3 jobs it is impossible to have another one:/ However all the internships are allowed:)
– thank you ! :p nice, an internship that suits me! Availability?
– I work every day except on Saturday afternoon and on Sundays and you?
– It’s a pity I would gladly have taken a shower or a bath at the end of the day
– I finish late the evenings but why not
– It will relax you. Wednesday evening?
– You’re right. I think that I have physiotherapist on Wednesday evening I verify when I’m home, but Tuesday evening I finish early if you want
– Good state of mind in any case. All right thus verifies that, in case on Tuesday I think that I can make it possible for you ! Do you prefer to bath or shower?
– I finish at 9 pm Wednesday and Tuesday at 4 pm thus as you want. Alone I am rather shower, with a guy I don’t know I have not really experience if you see what I mean…. I count on you to give me advice

[Monday]

– Indeed so it is better on Tuesday !!! But at 4 pm it is not the hour of the shower! It is better at about 8 pm what do you say? All right I shall give you some advices! A Facebook?
– OK for 8pm it will be necessary that you give me your address ^^ We can easily park next to your place ? Yes it is [her name = always ask for the Facebook to see if she is a fake and also to have other photos]
– Yes so you can get dolled up before ^^ so I live [my address], it is the city center! And we can park there free of charge from 7pm this is why it is better at 8 pm and not at 4 pm! good day ? Signed : 06XXXXXXXX [my phone number] !

[This morning]

– Yes it is sure, unless you wanted that I arrived in dress of home help but it is not very classy lol saddened sorry no more internet connection yesterday. Yes I had a good day and you? Take my number: 06YYYYYYYY See you later

 

On the mobile during the day, nothing crazy, two-three messages. She came, I told her not to put her affairs in the lounge… rather in my room, to do not disturb my roommate [I finally understood how to turn this affair of roommate in my advantage]. There, I made a tea, we drank it sitting cross-legged on my bed. We had no plate to prop up bowls, too bad, I caught two books randomly: The Kamasutra and The Selfish Gene. Okay.

We spoke a long moment to get acquainted, almost 5 minutes, and she kissed me. She admitted to me that she made love only once in her life (with a boy because she banged a girl too), but that she really wanted to test again. She fell only on shy persons and does not have enough confidence to make the first one step then she decided to do it with a stranger to be finally able to feel free. Then, she sucked me with appetite, the first blowjob of her life… I just had to guide her a little but it was not bad. It was imperative that she makes profitable her travel from Marseille. Then, I fucked her. Hoping I have helped her in her life to gain confidence, I complimented her and everything. Gone back home, she wrote me “thank you for this nice internship”.

Anecdotally, she told me that it is her best friend who selected me on Adopt. She showed her my profile and told her “bang him and you will feel better”. What she did, beautiful mentality. Apparently, she will not regret having forgotten the fucking principles like “never at the first date”. Sleeping at the first date, it can be good, it just depends with whom. Obviously if the girl falls on a jerk who has sex in 2 seconds and who says “ah she is a whore I fucked her at the first date” it is some shit but paradoxically, they rather tend to keep waiting the guys they really like. It is stupid. They miss orgasms. That girl, for example, if she had decided to keep waiting me, she would never have had me, and she would still masturbating.

For my part, I am not a virgin of December.

Very nice. May the God of the Game be with you !

December 8th 2013,

Ola que tal ? Como estan los amigos ? muy bien muy bien.

Well ayer we weren’t really motivated to go out con Padawan. Qué well we went all the same at three horas am in a club of the city center, small and full of guys as usual. I missed hunting but not the conditions of shit in which we have to work.

Bueno, landing, descent of the staircase. Just below, two girls with a guy in standby. With no time to spade, yo went there : “did you ever make el amor con an Spanish guy ?
Girl 1 (not bad) : oh why are you Spanish ? (no, from Mexico)
Girl 2 (even cuter than the first one) : No, not really, well a little in fact we just started”
Girl 1 pretended to go smoking with the guy “we know donde quieres ir. pero qué it’s good, boys will be boys. This is the way we say, no?
– Well, I explain to you, he is a buddy of my friend, I will never touch him.
– ok, so did you ever make el amor con a Spanish guy ?
– no, never.
– I hope that you are interested yahiiiii
– well I don’t know I need to be seduced by the guy and everything
– well qué better will you do tonight when you will go home alone after the party amiga ? being bored and thinking of this Spanish man who would have been able to make you el amor muy bien ?
– Yes maybe. But I need that we court me. (serisouly, she said that)
– well qué in my country we court like that (I took her face in my hands, kiss)
– yes but I don’t come home with you all the same, I need more
– what the fuck ? didn’t you find that I am a bueno kisser ?
– yes , you are a good kisser
– ma qué I have to fiddle with you then”
At the moment, I missed the opportunity, I would have had to warm her (walk the talk): We continued to speak by looking in eyes. On second thought, I would have had more success with girl n°2 if you want my opinion (she was more open-minded and looked like she assumed more). On the other hand, girl n°1 was in hypnotic state, very susceptible and when a big fat guy pushed us aside, she recovered and left, she joined her amigos outside… i ola, what a shame !

Then, we roamed approximately 45 minutas in the club pero qué the fiesta en Francia isn’t full of sexualidad. Ah, I was going to forget, another girl embraced me “I looooooooove Spain”. It does not change anything for me, fuck off. We returned to sleep, there were just bimbos with their guys and a fucking ratio. Pff.

Well, seriously now. I think that one day for every player, the kiss doesn’t mean anything anymore. One day, we do not need to go in medical parties nor to a big paying club to be sure that we will kiss a girl, because we can succeed in shitty conditions. And it is likely that by repeating enough the operation yesterday evening, I would have screwed one chick, but honestly we were done by the training of tae kwon do and it was already a miracle that we went out. On the other hand, I guess that I need to find another part of the puzzle. We must be able to increase the probability to find a girl to fuck, even maybe to change not interested girls in girls interested SEXUALLY (not by the kiss). The idea is that just like when we go out now we know that it is almost sure that we are going to kiss a girl, well, we should be able to come back with a girl in a quasi-certain way every time we go out. In brief, I am going to work on that, I shall inform you but that depends on so many factors and especially on their conditioning (to be afraid of being thought of as “whores”) that it is not easy especially in the small free clubs (so with few options) where I go out (because buying the right to pick up chicks pisses me off ). The average man in France really lives in sexual poverty and ignorance.

A message for the most novice : the kiss is for the fucker what the phone number is for the beginner. Nothing concrete, some shit in fact. Just like we can kiss a girl without taking her number, we can fuck a girl without kissing her before she is in your bedroom. Do not get hung up on that. And those who still remember every girl they kissed, then it is a bad sign, you need to pass in the superior stage. If, for you, kissing a girl “is a big deal” so you won’t kiss a lot of girls. If on the other hand, in your reality, that seems to you normal and natural to kiss a girl you like, without reflecting more than necessary… then you will have way better results. That reminds me these guys who do not try “to fuck” but “to find a girlfriend”… in the end, because they put the girls on a pedestal and because they take so many gloves: neither they kiss nor they find of girlfriend (or rarely) because the girls also play on several tables and it is the most enterprising who wins.

Challenge of December : making Fabricio Juliano and his vile accent fuck.

Well, besos. May the God of the Game be with you !